Monday, February 19, 2007

Shit. (Figuratively speaking, of course.)

Time Since Last Nap: 1 hour
Status: Eyes burning but mostly awake.
Currently Working On: Being at school

Fuck. I didn't think this would be quite so hard. Things were going fine last night, I stayed up and used the computer, exercised, yardle yardle. But then, around 11:00, my dad (and he knows I'm doing 'that sleeping thing') tells me to get to bed, he wants to haul wood in the morning. I tell him no, that I'm going to stick with my schedule. Later, I have to explain the same damn thing to my mom, who just keeps yammering "Put it off 'till spring break, put it off..."

It'd be nice to get some fucking parent support around here.

Anyway, I kept the lights off during the wee hours to not disturb anyone. Big mistake. I ran out of things to do and got really fucking tired. Not even running outside to fill the woodburner (in subzero temps) could wake me up enough. Eventually I bedded down for my 3:00 and didn't get up until my bedside alarm was giving me the 6:30 alarm. Fuck.

Okay, so I slept in. 3 hours. It wasn't the lack of sleep that was hard, it was just getting up again from the nap. So there isn't much to do for it but to keep following the schedule and tough it.

This was a lot harder than I expected.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Interesting to know.